Civil War ghosts |
Every year in October, I return
to New Iberia, Louisiana after spending the Spring and Summer months on The
Mountain at Sewanee, Tennessee. We always seem to arrive in time to stand on my
front porch and get bitten by giant Louisiana swamp mosquitoes while handing
out candy for the "trick or treaters" celebrating Halloween.
When I was a child living in
Baton Rouge, Louisiana, we celebrated Halloween in a different way from young
people today — we either played tricks on the neighbors (e.g., kicking over
piles of leaves already raked that hadn't been burned or hiding the covers to
garbage cans) or telling ghost stories on my front porch. My father always
carved out a gruesome mouth on a pumpkin, and we placed a candle inside so that
we had the proper macabre atmosphere for the porch tales, but to tell the
truth, I never liked this holiday. I was sensitive to "scare stories"
and with good reason. One summer, I had seen what I perceived to be a ghost in
my grandparents' attic in Franklinton, Louisiana. In later years, my older
brother corroborated this story because he had seen the ghost of my grandfather
step out of a mantel clock in my grandparents' bedroom of the same
Victorian-style home.
A few years ago, I published a
novel entitled Redeemed by Blood
that features the appearance of a ghost throughout the book. It is the
fictionalized ghost of my great-grandfather and is based on the apparition I
thought I glimpsed when I made this foray into my grandmother's attic against her
wishes. For Halloween observers who enjoy a ghostly celebration, I'm including
the prologue to Redeemed:
"I felt the same icy
apprehension that I imagined the small child experienced as she tiptoed up the
old pinewood stairs, the staircase rasping in protest at each step she took. I crouched
in the cubbyhole of the uncompleted kitchen, a cluttered space adjacent to the
landing, fenced off by a folding guard used to prevent children from tumbling
down. I had been reading a narrative written by my wife in her inscrutable
handwriting, a sketchy account of my entire life reduced to a nine-page
booklet, hole-punched and bound with red string. The gray construction paper
cover bore the numerals 1733-1916, an insipid title that could have contained
the history of anyone, anything. However, it chronicled the Green family
history from the time they arrived in Rappahannock River country in Virginia on
the ship Macbeth until the year my wife Sarah died. I had told the history of 200
hundred years, which Sarah, the poet and journalist, condensed into an
ephemeral tract and hid in the attic of a Victorian mansion in Louisiana
belonging to my son Ellis Paul. The book lay on Sarah's secretary alongside my
saber, the frayed gray uniform I wore at Shiloh, and a Ku Klux Klan hood, symbol
of my awful shame.
"The girl who approached my
attic prison appeared to be about nine years old, and her lank hair needed
curling. She wore a white pinafore with a lamb embroidered on the bodice and
scruffy brown shoes her mother or grandmother should have replaced before the
soles came off. The child had a sweet face — a high forehead, creased in a
frown, and a sharp nose lifted in pride like her Scots ancestors. I perceived
intelligence in her dark eyes, and as she reached the landing, I decided to
appear to her. After all, she was Dana, my great-granddaughter who had come
into the world the night Sarah died.
"I moved swiftly, knocking
the saber that lay on the mahogany secretary to the floor. The child glanced my
way, cupped her hands over her dark eyes, and stood immobile on the landing for
a moment. I felt the incandescent warmth of my body enveloping her small body
for that brief instant. When I released her, she fled down the stairs,
silently, rather than screaming out to her Grandmother Nell, who waited at the
bottom of the stairs, that she had seen the ghost of her Great-Grandfather Dade
Green.
"I sensed that the child
feared punishment from her grandmother for exploring forbidden territory more
than she feared me. I comforted myself with the thought that the hug I had
given her had left an imprint. Perhaps I'd become the cynosure of her life, and
she'd be the one who released me from my ghostly state and the memories of
indiscretions I had committed during my life on earth. I resumed by task of
deciphering my wife's spidery handwriting and the story about my boyhood in
Virginia."
A transforming event releases
this ghost from his bondage, and perhaps the story doesn't qualify for a real
Halloween spin, but you can decide for yourself by ordering a copy of Redeemed by Blood! Order online from amazon.com or from Border Press, PO Box 3124, Sewanee TN 37375.
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