This should be All Saints Day since south Louisianans moved
Halloween from today to yesterday because the weatherman predicted rain would
fall this afternoon. Hay la
bas, we couldn't miss Halloween! To
avoid the bad weather, trick or treaters arrived last night to collect their
"enough for a year's supply" of those teeth-rotting goodies: Candy. Now, the devils, witches, ghosts,
vampires, ghosts, spider men, and various "haints" have disappeared,
some of them having been hauled away in parent-driven golf carts complete with
radios.
It's time to honor the faithful departed. After a hectic week of settling in
"The Berry" again, I feel the need to contemplate higher
matters. "Things" were
broken in my home, and we scurried around fixing them in such a huff, you'd
have thought house/yard inspectors were chasing us. We've never been Garden of the Month nominees, but,
still...And now, the hair police will soon be knocking on my door because
during our sojourn on The Mountain at Sewanee, I let my locks grow longer than
usual. Although rain is predicted
for the afternoon, I'll probably venture out to take care of the unkempt
tresses and resume more hecktivity.
However, this morning I put on Mozart's Piano Concertos 19
and 20, locked the doors, and sat down to re-read Anne Morrow Lindberg's Gift From
the Sea for the fifth time. Her meditations on the Zerrissenheit
of contemporary women (torn-to-pieces hood) or fragmentation of their lives
(even the life of one who's retired!) spoke to my condition of foolishly trying
to get everything in order so I could resume living in "The Berry."
In Lindbergh's chapter entitled "Moon Shell," she writes
that mechanical aids "save us time and energy, but they're often the way
to dissipate one's time and energy in more purposeless occupation, more
accumulations which supposedly simplify life but actually burden it, more
possessions which we have not time to use or appreciate, more diversions to
fill up the void..."
Ouch—and does a broken fridge/freezer qualify for a
"burdensome possession," or did searching for and changing ice in a
camp-out ice box for several days prove to be more burdensome? And could we see better in the gloom
cast by all those burned-out light bulbs? From whence did the dried-up lizard in the bathtub come—and should I
have left him there to join me in my nightly bath? What about the dust of seven months' standing that
threatened to arouse my allergies?
Did the mildew and mold under the carport and eaves qualify as a
"feverish pursuit of centrifugal activities which only lead in the end to
more fragmentation?"
Perhaps not, but Lindbergh's admonition about taking care of
contemplative time resonated with me this morning. I agree with her statement: "one lives like a child or
a saint in the immediacy of here and now.
Every day, every act is an island, washed by time and space...and has an
island's completion."
So I'll observe All Saints Day prematurely this morning by centering
down and acknowledging that too much striving for order hinders a peaceful,
grace-filled life. On this day,
I'll try to contemplate the spiritual bond between The Church Militant here on
earth and the Church Triumphant in heaven by communing with St. Francis, whose
statue guards my patio, which I can see from my study window. I'll also remember Saint Anne Lindbergh
on her island in the sky, who reminds us that "we must be still in the
axis of a wheel in the midst of [our] activities...not only for [our] own
salvation but for the salvation of family life, of society, perhaps even of our
civilization."